Week Two Day 4: Lies, Lies, Lies

Hey minna,

Today's practice went on pretty normal, I tried once again to raise the game, and the times and number of exercises I make, I really hope this pays off!

But that's not what I've come here to talk about, I've come here to talk about something that've been really bugging me: lies. 
People lie to each other on a daily basis, the so called "White Lies" and then there are more serious lies or "Black Lies", the ones I want to talk about despite fitting in the white lie scenario because I know that the ones who tell them have good intentions, t me they are a more serious matter , thus, a black lie. 

What the hell are you talking about? you ask.
Well I'm talking about the typicall lie everyone tells you when you say you're in the gym "Oh you really seem thinner!"; "I knew you had lost some weight, you look elegant!" This is what I've been hearing A LOT these past few days, the answer I wanna give: "Bitch please, I've just been there a week, I'm not different -.-"

Okay I know they are just trying to be nice, and encourage me to go on and stuff, but the effect it's the exact opposite! By hearing this I just start to feel like "Am I so fat you need to make excuses? Do you think this is a joke or something?" If they said that some weeks after me being at the gym I would actually feel flattered even if I didn't think so, but it's only been one week, I'm the same and I know that, I don't want anyone to just lie to me to make me feel better, because I won't...

Well see you tomorrow,

Nana