Week Two Day 3: Maybes

Hey minna!

So sorry, yesterday I was just so tired i couldn't bring myself to write, so today I'll write both posts and perhaps one more to make up to it!

So, yesterday was a difficult day, temptations came back big time. I was alone again in the gym, and things actually started pretty well but by the end of it I faced a new machine, the elliptical standing bike, I've already had tried it out on the day before, but this time was much worse, I'd forgotten my mp3 so I didn't had any music, except the plain gym music. Thoughts started running through my mind. 

"Maybe today I'll just do 10 minutes, since I'm still getting used to this; Maybe it's okay to stop a little now, just to rest; Maybe it's enough for today; Maybe, maybe, maybe..." 

NO! I said to myself, And I kept going on until my 12 minutes were up (despite at the beginning I had decided to do 15, just 3 minutes more than my program) but still I felt really bad, I stopped many times to drink water unnecessarily or just catch my breath, and despite being tired I didn't feel accomplished at all, these thoughts are being more and more common and I'm afraid someday I'll just give up to them, because it just takes skipping one exercise or one set to ruin everything, all to it all come crashing down.

I won't end this post saying that tomorrow I'll try harder, I don't want to make empty promisses anymore, so just see ya tomorrow...

Nana