“I hate the feeling I get after making up with someone after a fight, like, I know things are never the same, especially if both parties were deeply hurt, but when we make up I still always feel like a big hole lies between us, dividing us, and I always want to cross it, not fill it up completely and pretend that never existed, but just build a bridge and cross it, reach to the other person and hug her, never letting go… But at the beginning my bridge feels so unsafe, like a breeze of air is going to break it, and I’m going to fall into the pit and be buried along with our friendship, and this thought scares me SO much that I end up messing up more, I hate being this insecure, and all I want is to be a good friend, and to make up for my mistakes, and in so many occasions I feel like I’ve failed, and I just start feeling like a horrible person, but I end up being forgiven and it’s like the happiest feeling I ever got, getting another chance to make up for what happened, it may be stupid, but I get happy that easily!”
- Nana Beluzzi (me)
Well minna, here is one more text, but I wanted to add one thing, most of the texts I put here, and many other may be found on my Tumblr page dedicated to this stuff: Fucking Life and many more things about my tastes may be found here on my main Tumblr: Things
That is all for now, my post for today is coming right next so stay on!
Nana
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