#Day 16

Hey minna!!!

So today for a change I'm going to do a movie review!!! Yeey! Like I just saw this movie called “Adult World” and I have SO many thoughts on it that I really wanna share with someone, and since I’ve been doing such short posts I might as well include the movie review here!!!

Here is a link to the movie page on IMDb: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1067765/

“Amy, a naïve college graduate who believes she's destined to be a great poet, begrudgingly accepts a job at a sex shop while she pursues a mentorship with reclusive writer Rat Billings.”

Well this is the short description. The movie immediately caught my eye with the words “poet” and “Evan Peters” (part of the main cast, and one of my eternal loves) but throughout the movie I started to identify myself SO MUCH with Amy, the way she loved writing and the way it was her whole world, made me think of me a few years ago, and the me I was starting to become again…

Before I continue I want to share something else with you, I want to be a writer, and about two years ago I let go of my life, I was so numb to everything, but a friend of mine started writing with me and I held on to that so much that I couldn’t see reality, I simply couldn’t detach myself from that, and I ended up worse than I was when I began… 
Well a lot of shit happened after that, much heartache, many happy moments, and looking back I think it was worth it, because it made me who I am today, and made me want to fight to achieve my dreams! 

Okay back to the movie, the character was also very immersed in herself, but in the end (as 99% of the times) she pulled through it, and got her life back on tracks.
I loved all the colors, all the different places and different personalities of the movie, it made wish that I worked on a sex shop, had a transvestite friend and ran away from home to live with my pothead/activist friend xD. I’m tired of my normal and boring life, I want to see new places, meet new people, do new things, there is so much of me that is eager to get out and observe, learn, write, but somehow, I can’t I just keep repressing it, and writing is my way of exploring new things, explore the impossible, taking it away it’s taking away my soul…

Well that’s all the cheesy stuff for now, let pass on to the food log, since the exercise today was pretty standard:
-One bowl of fitness cereal.

That’s all for today, see ya tomorrow!

Nana